Screwing the World

Lets imagine a universe of you and I
Where we're the only humans
Just us and the wild
A world of right now
No past mutations of our genes
No vital instincts to determine our actions
No past relationships to bias our logic
No mistakes and regrets
No fears, no survival tactics
No history to mold our present
No morals to set us apart
No conformities to adopt to
No principles to live by
No fights over ethics
No beliefs to defend and argue about
No religion to convert to
No cynicism, no pessimism to part us
Just us and our universal touch
Just kisses, only each other's lips
One hand for me to hold
One taste to describe sweet
One neck to fondle
Only my breasts and your torso
Only my thighs to squeeze and compare softness
Just you and me
Screw the world!

A.M

Run Towards...

Run towards the one who fights for you,
And away from neglect.
Run towards the one who waits for you,
And away from loneliness.
Run towards the one who misses you,
And away from hypocrisy.
Run towards the one who completes you,
And away from misery.
Run towards the one who believes in you,
And away from pessimism.
Run towards the one who pleases you,
And away from abuse.
Run towards the one who inspires you,
And away from failure.
Run towards the one who understands you,
And away from ignorance.
Run towards the one who exults you,
And away from depression.
Run towards the one who strengthens you,
And away from sorrow.
Run towards the one who desires and shares truth,
Who opens their heart to you.
Run towards the one running towards you.

A.M

ln Bubbles

They spin around me
-Thousands-
In loud Rushing silence
Walking, running, stumbling- cursing lifeless things
Angry towards senseless objects- the only innocent targets

The slow and fast paced get kicked, squeezed-
pushed out of the way

All-
Seemingly human
Various ages and races
Same planet; different planes-Status and destination
Same species-Ranked classification

Most sit, many stand and few wonder
Handicapped men and women
Death at heart and mute in soul
Blind to acknowledge an honest smile

Faintly breathing-
Inside Compassionate-free bubbles
Some show signs of life
But when I look into their eyes
Their cyber minds begin to analyze-
Appearance-traits and gear-
Determine compatibility

Prejudiced morals and biased perceptions
Outweighs love and intuition
My surface- Speaks to their minds
Tells my biography And pumps ignorance-
Into a bubble reality-Self Fiction

Some float towards and others expand away
Liars approach and haters scorn
All-
in see through shields

I rise and another slides in-
Behind, in front, over and under me-
A struggle for my seat

Doors open
The few who wish to leave are blocked in;
Power suits, Jumpsuits, Trench coats, hoods and Caps
Designer fabrics, oversized logos and price tags-
Scares-Clouds-Suppresses understanding
Different Means; Same instinct
Diverse strangers; One gang
Men shoving women
Children pushing elders….

I join in-
Impolitely push to exit
A struggle through revolving gates
I ask myself-
Why do they run?
Are they ALL late?
Why do they push to get a few feet ahead?

I stand to the slde and watch the mob go by

Now- late- I walk up the steps-
step over the homeless blocking the exit-
Leave subway desolation
And enter street seclusion

"Down" Town and "Up" Town merge
I open my heart- put on my see through shield
and float about
Bubbles

A.M

My Purpose

And you are here-
by be-in me

I search-I try to grasp
to hold a feeling-
to trap your bliss

But you are more-
than just hope-
You-I cannot hold-
you are forever and never;
always present but always growing


You are not to hold-to carry-to keep
You are a tale-truth in form
You are my essence-always transforming

Truth-always ready for release

I cannot keep you-I cannot hold you
But I can feel you
and grow brighter-
in your essence
in your presence
in your peace-heaven

You-I'll always know
I'll tell your tale-
to all who know-
but cannot see-the truth they hold

I'll be you-as long as you remember-
me-love-heaven in earthly form
embrace me-grow-become me

Without space between us-
We are one-
in truth
in love-
for all to see and find-
within themselves-
endless compassion

We are Love-
Always and Forever-
Never Still and
Eternally struggling-
to grasp all-

the seekers and the lost

A.M

My Rainbow

Like a rainbow
You reflect beauty onto my world
You're a divine creation
Born into my life after a summer storm

Your beauty is dynamic
Purposeful, ever changing
Surpassing all standards
You're beyond and above this planet

You've built a home within my spirit
A passionate harbor of peace
A boundless playground for my soul's release

Your mischievous flare captivates
My heart leaps into the spring beyond your gaze
A fountain of innocence transmitting awareness
You're more than I can envision

One moment by you fulfills love's prophecy
You are genuine passion
Untamed, effortless
Independent of attraction is our divine reaction
The joy in your touch sets me on fire

Your pleasure incinerates all fears
Your honest caress purifies my skin
Our spirits collide when our bodies meet
Within your heart my soul lays complete

Your lips are heaven
Your kiss awakens the sleeping beauty within me
You are eternities worth of searching
Everything I'd been seeking

A light being of celestial descent
You're my magical fit
Endearing compassion enchanting my being
reshaping my temple
giving life meaning
seizing existence
the beginning of living

Everything you are is right to me
Our chemical reaction is life's gift
You are my Love embodied

Because of your love I am compelled to believe
Some things in life are meant to be

A.M

Why Live...

To be hated for what you believe in
To be ridiculed because you're not a follower
To be excluded because you "care too much"
To be taken advantage because you are honest
To be misunderstood because you are frank
To feel physically alone and spiritually complete
To cry for your brother's unhappiness
And to bleed for those you didn't know you loved
To recognize the wrong and be thankful you're not part of it
To discern the bitter tastes of this world
And to feast on all of its sweetness
To witness the death of evil;
To feel hate crawl through your skin
And watch it die as it reaches your heart
To love more than you ever thought you could
And to cry for their incapacity to love
To never feeling alone or scared
To use the word never and mean it
This is what I live for
And why?
Because God is in my heart
And love is my conscience

A.M.

Give and Take

Many will love you
Few will ignore you
My love is forever
My passion eternal
My soul calls me closer
To the heart that inspires
My emotion; poetry; purpose
Take away this exhaustion
That comes with loving
Blindly; Freely; Boldly
Leave tenderness
Kill selfishness
Embarrass the ego
Give me unconditional
Compassion;
Passion;
Selflessness
Let me live
Let me learn
To give more than I get
To take the good with the bad
Give me patience, discipline
To embrace the challenges
To learn the lessons
My soul was designed to
Created, programmed to
Love and forgive!
Let me be
One with humanity
Let me know
Let me see
Let me feel everything
Understand what it means
To live without strings!
To reject, to resist
To have fear to commit
Is to die while you live
My path runs forever
My love flow’s eternal
Everlasting is my essence
Stirring within your soul
Whether you love or leave
Take or give

A.M

“I still love you”

You said NO!
I looked away
With tears in my eyes
You rushed me away
Asking if I was ok
While you stepped on my head
“I still love you…let me stay!”
“Don’t push me away!”
A broken heart shows no mercy
For a soul in flames
Consumed by longing, hurt and shame
There is no easy way to say
The agony of standing before you
While you deny me
The anxiety breeding inside me
While you coldly ignore me
“I still love you…let me stay!”
“Don`t push me away!”
There is no easy way to say
Goodbye
“I still love you”

A.M

Running

I get dressed
Walk out of my house
Stop by the side of the road
Stretch my body out
I run, I walk- I jog
Fast, faster, slow, slower
But always moving forward
To them, through them
Who pass and wave
Cheering me on
When I`m tired and breathless
I keep on moving
To them, through them
The trees that surround
The mountains that embrace me
From all four corners
It`s pure beauty
The stomping sound
My sneaker makes when it hits the ground
The relationship I`ve built with the road
The cars speeding by
The trucks waving hi
Sometimes I reply
To my friends that stroll by
Slowing their cars to say goodbye
Walking or riding, horses and bikes
Some of them stop
To watch me sweat
My blood and tears pleases them
Because they know
I run, I walk- I jog
Fast, faster, slow, slower
But always moving forward

A.M

Making Love

A passionate glance summons my soul
I'm pulled into your sea
Gentle waves caress me
I let my body go loose
Soaked lungs-my breath is yours
A thousand kisses on my heart
A million love flavors-
Explosion-tongues touch
Your warm embrace shocks my soul
Body absorbs charge-
Heavenly touch
My heart accepts tender kisses
On in and around-
Our souls collide
Without space between us-
One body, one heart
Two minds combined in truth
To feel the most
To spread divine and make one eternal love
Our reflection in each other incites
Our reflection in the mirror excites
Full pleasure- body and soul unite
Perfect Paradise
Truth nourishes my heart
Love speaks through your words
Planted eternally is your essence within my soul
You flourish my mind with masterful wisdom
And make my rose bloom
With each breath stroke
Within your soul I am a mermaid
Flapping my tail eternally

A.M

Lovers Rejoice

He came into my life with a message
I stretched my hand out to clutch
And he dissolved into molecules
His perfect world united with my broken universe
His talents overlapped my flaws gracefully
Our souls that longed lost
Found each other`s verse
Shadows of past lovers left me
My mind was cleansed of sorrow
In his presence I found perfection
His wisdom gave me direction
An instant in his sight and I saw the light
His mind clashed with mine
Our differences surfaced and evaporated in moments
My soul was lifted to a utopian time
Darkness vanished and all was divine
There was an explosion of emotion
Pain and fear were incinerated
Faith and desire emancipated
Love ignited in my heart
And burned throughout my body
My eyes lit in flames and my skin burned red
All that was broken came together and I was whole again
Stars were shining in and around us
Our bodies sang and we chanted the same song
The closer we came the faster we melted
Love broke us down to rebuilt us together
Now we are one soul in two bodies
Sharing one love
Dancing the same dance
Singing the same song
Our bodies move in sync
Intertwined in each other
Creating our own universe
Of consciousness
Compassion
And lovers rejoice

A.M