Friday, August 9, 2013

Why did I choose to love you?


I chose you because 
you were the hardest choice
I chose you because
you had the greatest potential
I chose you because 
through you God could teach me
what I needed to learn
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I chose you because 
you challenged me
to think outside my box
to reflect on things unknown
to empty all stored knowledge 
and start over
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I chose you because 
you didn't love yourself
and because of that 
you could teach me how 
to love Unconditionally
compassionately, selflessly
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I loved you without expectation 
without pride, without ego
I loved you to breaking point 
and then I loved you more
I gave until it hurt
and then I bled some more
I surrendered all I was
I loved you until I was no more
I gave until my soul was poor
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Why did I choose to love you?
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I chose you because 
I didn't love myself
because I didn't know 
how frightened and lost I was
I chose you because 
the love I had for Christ 
needed to be reinforced
deep rooted into my soul
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I chose you because 
the illusions I had
needed to be shattered
I chose you because 
I didn't know 
How dormant I was 
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I chose you because 
only with you 
could I break completely
And awaken 
In Christ consciousness 

A.M