Thursday, May 20, 2010

Open a Window for Me

Open a window for me, keep your doors locked
l don't want to paint you or undress you
l want nothing but a glance into your closed eyes
l feel you , I don't have hope, nor do I desire it
I have faith in purpose, you have reached my heart from afar
You're in my thoughts, a powerful mind, I feel you, connected with mine
I see purpose, you've entered my life, It's out of our hands
I want to know you, see through your eyes
l won't hide from what reveals itself inside me
from what tints my light and sees through my existence
No sense in pretending, l acknowledge
Truth won't hurt me, stumbling upon it and looking the other way can kill
Your sweetness still perspires, It still lives
The beauty in your words is mellow, I'd like to taste that which is sweet in you
Take my love
It's infinite and warm as the smile I share with the screen in front of me
I want to hold you, look into your eyes, and understand without word exchange
I can't physically, so open your heart
And my mind will indulge in your scent
Feel the tip of my love, touching your tender petals
I can smell your flowers, feel their brightness, you're beautiful
No intentions, just a feeling, speaking through me
I look into the mirror and imagine your eyes, looking into mine
I hear you close
My heart has a home for you, stay as long as you like.
A.M

Mother Teresa

"People are often unreasonable,
illogical, and self centered;
-Forgive them anyway...
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
-Be kind anyway...
If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies;
-Succeed anyway...
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
-Be honest and frank anyway...
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
-Build anyway...
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
-Be happy anyway...
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
-Do good anyway...
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
-Give the world the best you've got anyway...
You see, in the end, it is between you and God;
-It was never between you and them anyway"...

-Mother Teresa-

Eternal Dance

Eternal Dance

Lets dance tonight
I'll meet you while you dream
I'll wake you gently
Whisper love secrets in your ear

Our combined passion
Will levitate us to heaven
We'll flow through Eden's garden
Eat from the tree of life
Drink from God's spring
Gain eternal life

We'll run through fields of lilies
playing hide and seek
We'll swim and play and splash
Bathe in sacred seas

We'll intertwine our souls
dance within each other's hearts
compose verses with our bodies
Make Love
our favorite song

Lets dance tonight

A.M

Love's dew

I feel Love in the sweetest form
I taste mellow strawberries-
when I receive your love;
Free and abundant as mine

I sense you-absorb your heart
I float free in your thoughts
-covered in love's dew;
Savoring your epiphanies;
Your understanding nourishes my soul

Our tragedies kills our perceptions
And saves our essence
Love scars become ripples of wisdom
And we fall within each other's cracks

Through chaos Love gives birth to brilliance
You undress my purpose-
I clothe you in love
I enter your heart
And you crash into my soul
A.M

Blueberry, Blackberry, Strawberry-Yum

Blueberry, Blackberry, Strawberry-Yum
Eden Loveberries grow wild in the sun
We picnic in heaven -My purpose and I

We arrive together and depart as one
Replete with divine we land on cloud nine
A passionate glance summons my soul-
Inevitable attraction pulls me into your sea
Gentle waves pushes me into the deep
I let my body go loose
Soaked lungs-my breath is yours

A thousand kisses on my heart
Within your soul I am a mermaid-
Flapping my tail eternally

A million love flavors-
explosion-
tongues touch
Warming caresses-
Shocks my soul
Body absorbs charge-
Heavenly touch
My heart accepts tender kisses-
on in and around-
our souls collide

Without space between us-
One body, one heart-
Two minds combined in truth-
To feel the most-
To spread divine and make one eternal love
You are fire and l am flames
Always ignited and never burning

Our reflection in each other lncites
Our reflection in the Mirror excites
Full pleasure
Body and Soul Unite
Perfect Paradise

Truth nourishes my heart
Love speaks through your words
Planted eternally is your essence within my soul

You flourish my mind with Masterful Wisdom
And make my Rose Bloom-
With each Breath Stroke

A.M

Mentors

When mentors teach with passion and understanding,
they create leaders instead of followers.
Thus, all grow and amplify each other,
together, leading the world to peace.
A.M

Fool

How fooLish
to waste Life-
Enslave our minds
for
Transient beauty
seconds of security

Perceptlon Fades
Reality Reveals Chaos
Pain of Reason lost ln transitions
pleasures that were not kept secret
and smiles that can't be owned

A beauty that was never yours
will be
could be
ln full company

One can control another's mind, body and heart
but the soul controls the entire temple
and remains intact
A.M

Magic Tricks

MAGlC TRlCKS

You shone dim that night,
hid the magic tricks
All grace, hope and charm,
you suppressed wild currents,
and your eyes emitted tiny waves
From afar, a translucently hiding human
Then l saw, my eyes freed your currents

You believed a woman's fire could kill
refused to bother with the ones whose flames could revive
You took heat from their flesh, just enough to spark a match
You gave no essence and made it clear you wished the same

Starvation made you weak
With blurry vision you saw me
I am not Immortal, but I am enough to be unforgettable

You wrapped your hands around my waste,
swung me round and side to side
Your touch, soft and precise,
each finger played a note on my body

We moved in sync,
Together, we formed the perfect symphony
In your embrace I was a harp, and you made me sound divine
sweet notes you made me scream
The talented player, the controlled instrument-Our passion
The devils divine perfection

Enfolded in your cold wings
I was your dragon's heart, a doll, so light
so perfect

You set your head between my chest and looked up into my eyes
I couldn't bear the lonely sorrow in your sky-
I gave you my light!
You stole from me that night
More than a kiss - my halo-my soul
every instant of my life, every memory,
every breath- You made your own

Darkness followed me home-
it knew I was naked without you
I felt the night's grief creeping into me
But it was just your after feeling

All nature in one
All pleasure but always uncontained
Pain, trails of fear
Crawling throughout me
Demons shutting all doors
Frost infernal

The laughs
The faces we ripped...
No, don't remember
I can feel your twisted tricks
A.M

Unplug

A connection so clear
some feel but cannot see

A feeling so deep
Some hide it and others never find it

A voice so quiet
Only the blind can hear-
A soft whisper in a fierce breeze
wind chills the heart to distinguish
Horse and sheep
Lion and Snake -
Hunting for nourishment

Marching towards dry land;
Disguised pastures-
All hungry and few with purpose
A union of purity

Earth, sea and stream-Salt and sweet
Pain and purpose-peace
Heaven in lust
Corrupted harmony

Ego or purpose?

Self or love?

A.M

Fly The Ocean and Return To Me

Fly the ocean and return here
Fly the ocean and return here-
To my chest
for my chest

If you left
I'll wait for you
Mind only stays on you
That day
something more
something I couldn't predict

You passed by me
without my understanding
took all my senses

Changed my life and more
I asked the wind to bring you here

Living in my dreams
and in my memory
I asked the wind to bring you to me
-
The wind returns you
The wind makes my world anew

Fly the seas and return here
Fly the seas and return for me…
to my chest
for my chest
-
Changed my life and more
I asked the wind to bring you here

Living in my dreams and in my memory
I asked the wind to bring you to me

The wind returns you
The wind makes my world anew

Fly the seas and return here
Fly the seas and return for me….

to my chest
for my chest
to my chest Baby

A.M

And I Miss

And I Miss

And I dream and I love and I crave
A beauty I cannot explain
Euphoric memories lifts my spirit
and I float in hedonistic heaven
My passion lays within proud arms
so l dream and I love and l crave
A peace I cannot embrace
Hypnotic sensations of love
Inflamed veins
consuming passion
The scent of utopian gardens
Buried in a secreted body
So I dream and I love and I crave
A touch I cannot attain

A.M

Beauty

They all see what they want to see
When I look at you
I see a part of me
that connects with a part of you that wants to touch me
look into my eyes and love me
to feel your skin on mine
your lips on mine
your hips on mine
let our bodies intertwine
give my soul flight
We all see what we want to see
when I see you I see Beauty
A.M

LOV

Approach me with an open mind,
let desire be our guide

Enfold me with caring arms,
keep me close to your heart

Hold me tight against your chest,
I want to feel your every breath

Poison me with your lips,
glamour me with your kiss

Play my body, manipulate my sound,
unveil all that is wild

Manifest in me your every fantasy,
drown me in ecstasy

Let your passion burn throughout me,
I want you inside me

A.M

Righteous

Everyone struggles to be righteous at least once in their lives.
The faithless fails and gives up, accepting misery.
The hopeful fails but keeps attempting, eventually finding faith.
And the faithful struggles throughout their lives to remain, ultimately earning eternal righteousness.
A.M

To tame you

To tame you,
I would of played you, acted coy and reluctant,
danced around you like a gazelle in heat,
then pulled away like a proud lioness
I would of put on my saint cast
and hid inside my pessimist armor
l would of hid the effects of being in your presence;
shut off the translucent glow in my heart,
dimmed the peaceful radiance in my eyes
and concealed the joy and delight in my expression
I would of enhanced my beauty
Made my lips plump and desirable, my lashes long and seductive
I would of tempted your curiosity,
worn corset dresses with satin straps, silk skirts with lace edges,
fitted blouses with tempting buttons
I would of remained in bliss, denied my desires,
slowed my breathing, suppressed the vigorous beating
I would of ignored my heart,
To tame you, I would of played you like a worn violin, made your ripped cords sound new, manipulated you, used my talents to hindrance your squeaking
and complimented the tunes you play best
I would of impressed you, showed off my talents
Kissed your heart with my intellect
I wouldn't have opened the doors to my soul,
and gazed into your eyes while we kissed
l would of burned my mark your skin
poisoned you
I would of shared you, passed you around and let others make you squeak, so you would beg to be played by me
To tame you
I would of let my hair down in front of your eyes,
made you scream inside
Rode the wind bare back, twisted your neck
But I never wanted to tame you,
I wanted to set you free
and so l did
At a price
A.M

At Love's Command

At Love's Command

Humbled, contented with your presence
Barely rang, didn't pest
Love notes , in text form
I still keep, the sunset you recorded
In small messages, we arranged encounters
Toxic, paralyzing touch
I barely spoke
After I opened Pandora's box
Replaced evil with my light
My logic and wisdom filled the jar
l turned off my gut's alarm
Shut my ears and closed my eyes
Turned my back on my God, stray l followed
No protecting halo
With a poem, Infatuation, I showed my heart
An alien in your eyes, too fast, too soon
You couldn't see the art
You looked away, I was a monster
Unique, you saw but you didn't believe
You still grieved...years had passed since she left
...going in different directions...
Love never parts, my Love
Never dies, it endures distance
It gathers strength in the beloved's eyes
And fights through lousy days and lonely nights
It bares no anxiety and grief
All sorrow is washed away in love's endearing peace
Realized with seconds of truth
Love waits, no hurry
you took from me what life stole from you
long before she wounded your ego
In your eyes, I was weak, no pride, no ego
Unreachable and proud, you chose to part
Agony, excruciating silence
Your best quality
Almost passed, a virgin to neglect
Cold logic judged my actions
I swore you were a different man
Flesh was all you had on me
Wounded and delusional, sweet!
But the heart resumes to beat
Healing
Love gains back command
controls the mind like an instrument
And once more, I give in
A.M

Desire

Desire

Your eyes awakens me from my sadness
Your voice melts my thoughts
And fills my blanks
Lips so intoxicating
It fills my mind with desire
In your arms I could never be still
Until your hand tames my wildness
And calms my urge
With you I don't wonder, I know
A.M

Infatuation

INFATUATION
I see your captivating eyes in everything blue
And your nurturing hands stretched forth
in everything that I reach for
I try to remember your face
but an indefinable blur hindrances your features
And when we are together
my indiscretion persists on searching for your faults
An inequitable examination
of which I am oblivious of when you take hold of me
Your kiss is ineffable and infatuating
Your flavor prevails in my mouth and hindrances all other tastes
I dream of your kiss but I'll settle for just holding your hand
I am known for my inefficiency,
but I always make time for you
I persist with my inept search in the hopes of finding your intolerable flaw
It is my only hope of keeping this inchoately infatuation
from blooming into an omnipotent Love
A.M

Like a drug

Like a drug

You've got me feeling high
Breathless and wanting more
Feels like I am asking to die
I must be enchanted
For I do nothing to stop
Powerless to you
Hands and feet feel bound
Mouth opens and closes
But words won't dare to come out
My spirit lifts off my body
And I don't want to come down
Then I finally wake up
With havens taste in my mouth
A.M

Your Eyes ...

Your Eyes ...
Penetrated my heart
And Undressed my soul
They Resuscitated my faded being
And Filled me with hope
They Devoured the sorrow
that prayed on my strength
Melting the ice from my skin to my core
Your majestic eyes revealed my true essence
Your eyes inflamed my flesh
And burned me with passion
They aroused my fantasies
And allowed me to grow
Your eyes healed me with love
And made me the happiest soul on earth.
A.M

She wants …

She wants …

To say I love you
I miss you, Love

To lie forever enfolded in his wings

To awake to the scent of freshly cut flowers
And assorted chocolates on her pillow

To care for, to nurture his dry seeds
And give flourish to a new heart

To plant herself within
To break through the steel door

To hear she is missed
To know she is loved

To awake to the scent of freshly cut flowers
And assorted chocolates on her pillow

To awake to the scent of Love
A.M