Over

When he looks at me, It fills me
Every part of me, replete!
With peace, with love
With the certainty that at that moment all is right
(I’m where I’m suppose to be)


When his eyes reach for mine
All is possible and nothing matters
I’m lifted to a place of light
(I‘m in Heaven)


My sense of smell heightens
My skin chills
I want to touch , embrace
Nervous, anxious I wait
(Inside I am crying)


I am the queen of goodbyes
But this time he wears the crown
It’s harder than I envisioned
(A game of losers)


I want to speak
Express my need
But what do you do with a heart that has no love for you
Accept it
(It’s over between us)

A.M

2010.

Today

When you want to write and words come pouring out
And being accused is no longer a reason to justify my acts
I’m so patient, they can’t embrace it
What do I know ?
Why are they running?
What are they running from?
Farmed society
I’m charging ahead, make sure I see it all happening
Cause I want to win, I want to get to my dreams realized
I want to see my miracles carry out
I want to win!
God will give me anything
So I continue to pray for “my everything”
My words are real because they are me
My heart, my emotions, my eyes and how I interpret
They say I don’t work hard as a poet
I tell them I don’t try hard
“That’s how you die hard”
At ease with my spirit
I float free, no resistance!
The outdoors free me, lifts me
Lets picnic, bring some berries
I got my dog and a blanket
Where’s the field?
Meet me, I’ll wait for you
I’m patient

A.M

2010.