“I still love you”

You said NO!
I looked away
With tears in my eyes
You rushed me away
Asking if I was ok
While you stepped on my head
“I still love you…let me stay!”
“Don’t push me away!”
A broken heart shows no mercy
For a soul in flames
Consumed by longing, hurt and shame
There is no easy way to say
The agony of standing before you
While you deny me
The anxiety breeding inside me
While you coldly ignore me
“I still love you…let me stay!”
“Don`t push me away!”
There is no easy way to say
Goodbye
“I still love you”

A.M

Running

I get dressed
Walk out of my house
Stop by the side of the road
Stretch my body out
I run, I walk- I jog
Fast, faster, slow, slower
But always moving forward
To them, through them
Who pass and wave
Cheering me on
When I`m tired and breathless
I keep on moving
To them, through them
The trees that surround
The mountains that embrace me
From all four corners
It`s pure beauty
The stomping sound
My sneaker makes when it hits the ground
The relationship I`ve built with the road
The cars speeding by
The trucks waving hi
Sometimes I reply
To my friends that stroll by
Slowing their cars to say goodbye
Walking or riding, horses and bikes
Some of them stop
To watch me sweat
My blood and tears pleases them
Because they know
I run, I walk- I jog
Fast, faster, slow, slower
But always moving forward

A.M